so things are better. i feel better about everything after this weekend. friday night started off shockingly bad and then carly went home and i though it was just guna get worse, but i after sharing practically a whole bottle of apple sourz with dafter in the carpark the evening ended up well good. hes lovely and treats me nice and puts up with me when i whine as we walk home. hes my daffodil and hes the reason i feel happier now :)
seeing my rommy girls tonight, off to the bitterest of ends we go!